Life is full of mistakes...

Didnt called her today.... Usually i calls her to wish ....

Maybe she expected me.... I will be her great friend.... Will call this Christmas.....

Should tell her that I know her house.... Thats a great secret...

That was an adventure i can never forget....

Me goin to show her house to buddy Habeeb in my Bike....

without a licence at the night time.....

the greatest thrill was that , i met with an accident...with a drunken cyclist..

and the guy made a scene and people gathered.... Everyone was on my side as it was not my fault..

and there was a police station nearby and i managed the situation as i said that i dint had a licence.........and poor Habeeb..

we both went to a cycle shop and repaired his cycle... i paid 50 rupees...
Usually i dont take money with me... That day fortunately i had exactly 50 rupees that my mother gave me....

and another thing is that even my mother doesnt know about this....Its a secret kept by me, Habeeb, Anand and Kuttu, my cousin .....

That was a great experience.....

Life is full of mistakes ....make a new one today....
You will learn how to solve it...

A day of sparkling joy....

Today was Deepavali… The third Deepavali without my family… I didn’t had any celebrations.. I cant celebrate without them.. I went for work..

work

work

work

I called Mummy to wish Deepavali…..At home my brother in law and Pappa bought crackers for more than thousand rupees…..

They started celebrating from yesterday…. She said my little nephew was so happy and laughed so much yesterday when he saw the fireworks….

I hope they don’t miss anyone….

Maybe its my wrong feeling…

Last week went to see the movie Eagle eye…. Such a wonderful movie…

it had great suspence and great thrill packed with superb action… I haven’t seen a thrilling movie like this after “Illussionist”………..

I give a five star rating for the movie…. Pls do go and watch if you like some adventure and suspence….

That day I saw Binie…. Havent seen her for a long long time….

We talked for some time…. Her SIP is also boring like mine…..

Got my phone yesterday… showed Rongping and Jilu…. Everybody liked it…. Took a photo with Kajun Aunty yesterday... She also liked my phone….

I did what I wanted to do....

I just want to stop blogging….I don’t think I should continue..coz I started it with someone else and now …I feel an emptiness……I dunno….! May be m thinking nonsence…

Someone inside me is telling to just go on….keep writing….everything is created for a purpose….i hope I will find it later…So just go on….

So I have some happy news to share with you kool people….Yesterday my salary came…today went to Mustafa to buy a phone……HTC touch…

but everywhere no more stock…. I went to semei, and enquired in a shop called challenger ….they had one phone…the one and only stock there……….but it was green in colour… it phone dint look good to me in that colour….

Then I went to a star hub shop…fortunately they had black color HTC…..there I ordered one piece in black color….so tomorrow will get my phone…. J…..cant wait….

And finally after a month of struggling I will get my phone….

Now a days m feeling much better….i have a new best friend now…. Rong ping… very supportive and understanding…. Thanks god…. Got one more friend to share my probs ….

Anyway there is some bad news also…..My senior collegues at the office is trying to pressure me with their work….. I get jobs from a few of them…. Now the problem is everyone want me to do their work first…. …. I am fed up of it….. last week when a senior blamed me for no reason (on this subject)…Usually I wont say anything……..Maybe its very hard to irritate me… donno….!!

This time I told her that I do their jobs according to priority…. I think she dint like it… But I dint say anything wrong… I have only two hands…. How cam I do their work together….thats impossible….if they have their own politics, i am not bothered and I don’t care…… I just do my work…whoever gives me first….i complete their work first…

I am not a robot……….

I don’t think that I have said anything wrong….. no regrets on that….!

If I should die tomorrow, I will have no regrets. I did what I wanted to do. You can't expect more from life.

നാലു വരി....

This is a poem i wrote when i was doing my tenth standard...(O level)....

വാര്‍ദ്ധക്യം മുറ്റിയോരില താഴെ വീഴും കണ്ടു ,

ചിരിക്കുന്നൂ ഇളം തണ്ടില്‍ കിളിര്‍ത്ത ചെറു ദലങ്ങള്‍ .

അറിയുന്നില്ലീ ഗതി തങ്ങള്‍ക്കും വരുമെന്ന് ,

അറിവില്ലായ്മ പലപ്പൊഴും നയിക്കുന്നു പാപത്തില്‍ .

Work Hard with a vengance....

Yesterday after work I slept late…..today I was so tired and dint even took my breakfast ….. I slept in the office during my work….when I opened my eyes I saw the girls sitting nearby looking at me…I felt so embarrassed…..but couldn’t control….I slept again looking into my computer…..also I dreamt about her today during my nap……
That was funny…and I felt some energy afterwards….

I don’t want to talk much about today. Mrs Choy was getting into my nerves in the evening with her stupid demands. I does 100 ‘s of her documents each day…and always expects an appreciation……and what does she do..??.she finds simple mistakes from those huge tasks…

Most supervisors get angry when we do a mistake.....in my case its totally different...She just gets nervous in front of me....now that makes me nervous ....She always tells that she is very particular, and makes mistakes as she is a human......I am also a human being…not a Robot..

....I don’t know when m going to burst myself and paste her onto the walls…….

But I don’t know, to be honest, I like her….. When ever I am with her I gets a presence of someone I miss….. As I said before, I don’t want to talk too much about her because today as I was talking about her to my friend during lunch (scolding things….u know?//) ..I accidently bit my tongue …I wont be able to eat food properly for the next one week.... I am afraid if I type too much about her, I may cut my fingers…..hi hi

I hope Mrs Choy wont find my blog….Sorry mam…..

Home Sweet Home

Yesterday I called home…..Mr. Madhav (6 months old cutie boy), my nephew…we call him “MUTHU” which means pearl in Malayalam…..is a caterpillar now….he wants to eat everything he sees….i talked to him yesterday…..he was laughing at the phone when he heard my voice…..and Mr.Gokul (5 year old cute boy), my next nephew is very proud to be the Big B (Big Bro) of Madhav….. yesterday gokul told me a secret that he beaten his small bro to sleep when nobody was in charge….

Life seems like an empty vessel without them….. I can say that I am happy now…...but I am not happy without my family…….i miss my mum and dad each and everyday…..so I call them everyday…..I don’t know when I will be able to go home….maybe next year….. donno……

I have no big plans…..only small dreamsss…….I am nurturing them…..my secret passion….. I hope it will come true………

But I have no direction ….. I am like a feather that floats in the wind…… I leave everything to almighty …..to my God……