a very sad truth ..

Had a small headache and throat pain. So took a leave from work today.

Called mum in India

It was her 29th wedding anniversary.... June 30

Also there was a bad news

Uma aunty passed away

It was shocking

She was sleeping and she never wake up

She saw mum yesterday also

Mum said Anand was crying when she saw him

Glad to know Habeeb was with him the whole day for a support

I called and talked to him

It was diificult for me to say something

He talked to me like normal

it was really hard for me

I couldnt bear if something like that happened to me

But only when you loose someone, you will know how badly you needed them

how badly you miss them

But what had happened is happened and that cant be changed

so what I thought was, be polite and good to people you care for

we will have to part from everyone of them at some point of our life

there wont be a second chance if you were mean to them and they just left you

you wont even get a chance to say sorry

thats a wierd truth about life

emotions are never to be kept inside

just let go of your ego and say sorry to them if you hurt someone you care for

may be you wont get a second chance

a bold nightingale..

I met someone..

The meaning of attraction is not about looks..

I felt it in a person who is much elder than me..

I hardly noticed her when I first saw her..

I even talked to her, only 3-4 months after I first saw her...

She is the first woman who i found similar to me..

she likes movies...

she has got interest in photography...

she draws pictures...

may be I am wrong...

She is a my only friend in UTAC now

no names or info about her..

best wishes for her :)

a better timeline ..

I feel really out of tracks...

All I need is an oppurtunity to grab...

I want to go back..

start all over again..

I missed my first love.. I am lost in my timeline..

put me back in those good old days..over and over again..

I just want to live in that part of my life..

I want to rectify my faults there..

where I first had that beautiful feeling of love..

the future is bad and dark..

its hard to cope in this ruthless world..

all I ask is a chance to put my mark ..

After my vacation

After a long wait i got my PR in Singapore. Now i am a Singapore PR. Went to India last month after a long interval of 2 years.

Saw my lovely nephews. Gokul & Madhav.

I was really touched when Gokul, my elder nephew cried at the airport. Then only i realize how much he loved me. Life is so strange. You think you know everyone around you and some of them keep surprising you by how affectionate they are towards you. Anyway i decided to go back by the end of this year again. I cant wait to see him.

Well I made use of my vacation. Went to learn swimming @ Beach Orchid, a 5 star hotel in kollam. It was really fun there with Gokul.

I really miss mummy, pappa, Gokul, Madhav, chechi and aliyan.

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I miss the gym.

I changed my residence to a flat. Was so fed up of the paying guest life lately. Now staying with a few friends in bedok reservoir road. So far its heaven to me.

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I took a lot of pictures from my cam. I really enjoy photography. Improved a bit recently. But lots to learn. It will take time.

@ TP

After work out.. Thanks to Gopu.

Some pics taken by me

I have been longing to buy a digital cam since i got my job. Finally bought one .. Sony alpha 330..

There are still a lot of things i need to learn in photography. Anyway i managed to take some snaps from Bedok and Changi.

Welcome 2010 !

Happy new year